been real tired nowadays cos of work, dance prac, n stress cos of not being to catch steps. todays been a great break cos i left work at 1pm to recee botanic gardens with bitchy n botanic! (yesh terence if ure reading this ure gonna be replaced cos u this heartless creature nv even buy the aiqingfu for us! BLEH!) haa shall upload photos soon n some of them were really hilarious (yepp my paparazzi shoots whee*)

n i couldnt get a white jacket AHHHH I HATE IT CAN! i absolutely hate shopping for costume cos u feel so sian n it just doesnt appear n im at a loss of what to do cos ya i feel bad also n stuff n i still cant remember steps n AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

whatever im freakin tired today n im still prac n tml ive to reach freakin early cos gg with children to animal resort AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

n yepp i cant go guilly this sat n guess wad? now i dun like to trouble yy anymore, just like to count on myself. but comp is this sun n prac starts morning for chun n me cos jacky needs to polish us AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

n i dint take my advance noe y? i left my ic with willie. n cos of this i quarreled with my dad cos he says im irresponsible n stuff which i dun deny but i really m v busy nowadays n memory kinda failing me for god knows what reasons n willie had to travel all the way to nus to get this toopid letter frm me then go all the way to ubi queue for uber long to help me register.

yesh i feel bad. im forever troubling pple. hais, whatever first it's willie, then that day it was joseph (this volunteer), then today it's botanic n winnie, then tml will trouble my gp members cos i dun hav the jacket, then on sat im gonna trouble yy. dunno it's freakin irritating the hell out of me n im feeling real pissed at myself n for no reason. just tired, sticky, brain-dead and stress.

yesh im dat bad at handling stress n willie actually forsee that but whatever. im lazy to care anymore.

my epidermis layer just gets thicker as the days go by n it really helps to be thick-skinned so that u wont feel paiseh anymore!